17 February 2010

utter bliss.


I wrote this for Gian last 18May07, & what better piece to post first than this one as Gian will be turning 7 next week.

Would it be enough to say “I love you with all my life” when it really means more than life itself?Everytime I lay my eyes on Gian in all his stupendous moves and even candid tantrums, I feel so much peace, the kind they say that passes all understanding.

When my world is on the wrong side up, all I have to do is wrap me with his arms and I can go on again. I am amazed everytime I hear him say his sheer prayers and I would believe in the power of prayer even more. When he asks for his favorite knick knacks or Pringles, I could remember how I was as a child and feel like jumping over for a share and enjoy the taste of it with him. He likes Madagascar a lot he memorized lines and actions of Alex the Lion most of all and it just drives me crazy it has become my favorite film of all time. He could sing his favorite “Kanlungan” song dubbing it his “Pana-Panahon” song. He’s not so much into dancing, but when he hears a political ad jingle to the tune of “sasakyan kita”, he could simulate a step, and well, he looks much better. And when he is done with his toys, he knows exactly how to put them all back where it should be and I have to catch myself up before fluffiness takes over my heart.

ahhh...life is beautiful - right now it is wrapped in a four year old boy whose eye lashes make my days majestic...what utter bliss.

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